Monday, July 23, 2012

Destiny and Vision 7/15/12


There is this girl
who loves me and my life
who wants to be my wife
who's waiting for me
to get back on my feet
I try so hard to meet her expectations
my soul has gone through so many gyrations
that's it left an empty hole in my chest
in this world of desperation
each day is a stress test
and the only way I pass
is being able to lay my head
in my own bed at night
this is a job with no future
so it doesn't feel right
but the sound of her voice
makes my feet hit the floor
once more every morning
I look myself in the face
but I know i'm not in the right place
because she is not here
her voice comes in out of thin air
and when it ceases
it feels like life is so unfair
because she is unseen
luckily, the one thing
I am sure of
is that she is not a dream
no, she is real
and I can feel her love
reach out to touch me
and this is what sustains
even when everything else is gone
the image of her eyes upon me
drives me on
with the help of God
I must find a way
to look into those eyes
every day
it has to be
this is beauty
this is destiny
and I know
that holding that vision
frozen in my mind
is the only way
to make it so

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